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ping pong ditch [26 Oct 2002|11:58am]
cherry blossems fall
winter snow falls
the red velvet in your eyes
last pi in my mind
so may it be
i was thinking?
everything
for you
you
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everything is going to be fine [11 Sep 2002|11:26pm]
i haven't updated my journal in a while. i have been spending the last two weeks with my girl kris. her parents got deported to china and the pinyapines for a while so me and her are causing trouble around the world. im still a little upset that kris didn't want to go to the rooney concert last week. it sounded so much fun. i have found out some intresting music facts about kris the last week. i was traveling under her bed when i found somr backstreet boys, n'sync, enya, color me badd, and slipnot albums. when i confrented her with the evedince she denided and relation to the albums. kris can lie to me but she can't lie to herself. i have started my screenplay this week. i think im having a case or writters block or maybie im just lazy because i haven't got past the first page. at least its started. mahal kita kris. we'll i think i've written enough for now, so till next time...
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fidm [13 Aug 2002|04:29pm]
i haven't updated because I'm STUPID!!! And I'm a loser and a poser!!!
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emo rock [31 Jul 2002|11:41am]
hey, i haven't posted for a couple of light years now. heres new one just for you! im over at my girk kris's house. we've been hanging out alot since i've gotten my car. my car really rocks. me and kris are attempting to start a band. i think i rock out too hard for het though. but i think it'll all come toghter in time. mtv, here we come! well kris is almost out of the shower so i have to get ready to suduce her so bye for now. hey check out ambigouousfilms.cjb.net or i'll give you all a hardcore noogie! bye-bye.
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cold meat factory [27 Jul 2002|02:08pm]
www.ambiguousfilms.cjb.net
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pi [24 Jul 2002|12:25am]
fuck this mind controling computer empire that has led you to this website. log off and never log back on. a feeling of dispair. i'll never walk away again. delete yourself from the system. when music is your only friend until the end. where are you. ... . . . ... i love you. love love love love love. ? no regrets. never. press and turn. this medicine is not for me. i perfer coffie. you make me feel like i am home again. you make me feel like i am home again. listining to the same song for extended periods of time makes you understand. understand the words. whatever they may be. subtext. indulge me. making love on a hot summer day. faster. holding hands. faster. moaning out loud. faster. look into my eyes. faster. what do you feel. faster. climax. i wrote some new lyrics for a song. i have a consept for a film. what does it all matter. nothing. killing time moment by moment. what else can i say. i will always love you. l o v e. always. foever. never ending. never. the power of a word. the power of words. i remember when i was a kid, i couldn't wait to grow up. i want to be a kid again. i want to play with my action figures. the ninja turtles were my favorite. my dad used to take me to buy them at toys r us. i hate him now. my mom used to take me to the park in the middle of summer. i don't talk to her anymore. i used to play nintendo all day. it dosen't work anymore. i used to ride my bike really fastdown the street. my bike got thrown away. i used to listen to michael jackson. my tape decayed. cd's last forever. or so they say. please say you'll be mine. i will always love you. i will always love you. my name is blaise and i am a individual. or so im told to think. the movies lied to us. but i still belive. "all you need is love". the beatles broke up.
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speed, milk & honey [19 Jul 2002|01:22am]
i want to destroy evey coorpation that ever existed. i want to erase every live journal ever written. no regrets. i want to chenge every .com to .fuck i want to record silence on a 72 hour tape. i want to projet pornography onto the white house. i want to listen to depressing songs forever. i want to to rip the pages out of every fashion magazine on every stand. i want to start a revolution, then i want to revolt aginst it. i want to be ripped off. i want to do nothing but talk about random thoughts on the internet. i want to write a letter to you. i want to make a film about nothing. i want to perimere that film across the world. what if...
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nippon [17 Jul 2002|03:18am]
i remember everything as if it were yesterday. the sand. the waves. the sun. the wind blowing through your hair. your soft hands. your lovely smile. into the sea. you and me. your beauitful eyes. into the sunset. you and me. so wonderfully pretty. into the distance. you and me. copy and paste.
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im alone with you [15 Jul 2002|02:47am]
"i will always love you". i promise. the coorporate massacure of "money". sex and freedom. "get a job". fuck you. i will not give my life for your fucking money. whatever words i say, i will always love you. incomplete. traveling forgin lands, and traveling light. this keyboard, this computer, this vitural reality. i feel like a rock star and my computer is a guitar, i want to smash my guitar/computer. i want to disconnect from the internet and have my computer crash. i want to record a album with a broken kazoo. i want to destroy every advertisment ever made. you make me feel like i am free again. nothing. however long i stay, i will always love you. number 9, 10 & 11. hold down shift before you press 4. its all a dream. a colorful dream. however far away, i will always love you. the 14th of forever. record this. loop it. distort it. play it backwards. improvise. i don't know the chord. luv? strawberries are red. 13. 13. 13. why? it'll never end. i wish i had the symbol for infinity...always and forever...auto repeat. dreaming is the singing of the mind. i can't feel the bass. digital video, i like 35mm. nothing. nevermind.
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the wind blew our hair [13 Jul 2002|01:43am]
all is full of love
all is full of love
all is full of love
all is full of love
all is full of love
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revolution 9 [12 Jul 2002|09:50pm]
hey anyone who is reading this. me and my girl have built a new website: www.bnkconspiracy.cjb.net check it out if you want. i'll soon have my short films and my music on it. or you could just turn your computer off and go out. whatever one you choose, may the force be with you.
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porn? [09 Jul 2002|02:04pm]
mahal kita mahal ko kris!
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standard lines are broken to open new ones [06 Jul 2002|12:53am]
hi anyone. im posting a new journal entry. i haven't posted in a long time. it dosen't matter anyways because no one ever reads this but my girlfriend kris. thats enough though. i love you very much king kong kris. im at one of those computer cafes right now. im playing that counter strike game. im not to good at it. i get shot alot. its really violent. but then again its only a video game. i have a labtop now so i'll finally be able to edit my short films on it. if only i could figure out how to work the dam thing. i'll get it sooner or latter. i've been toying with my guitar and attempting to write a couple of songs this week. im listing to the new dashboard confessional album right now. its really depressing. at first i didn't really like it that much but it kind of grew on me. all good music is always like that with me. other than all of that jibbrish nothing has really been going on with me lately. im still workong at my horrible telemarketing job. oh yeah, i might buy a blazer car off of my girl kris's cousin for $400 tommrow. i really miss my girl kris. i fell incomplete without her. she is very close to getting her licanse. im looking forward to seeing her again. i love her so very much. im going to go back and play some video games right now so i son;t know when i'll put my next journal entry. but who cares anyways. me and kris are building a website and hopfully i'll put my short film on it when there done. i'll put up the link when its done. goodbye anyone, somome, everyone, kris.
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revolution action [20 Jun 2002|01:09pm]
hi its that super duper studariffic master of the muffin, the one, the only, big mondo mojo bust a flow yo blaise. im just relaxing, sipping on some pink lemonade right now. i've been with my girl kris all week in irvine. its been really fun. we went to the beach the other day. im not really sure what beach it was, but it was really nice. we ate at jack and the box, then we went doen to the triangle in costa mesa. i bought two albums i've been looking everywhere for, atari teenage riot "60 second wipe out" and alec empire "the destroyer". they are both sooo awsome. then i beat king kong kris at monoply a couple of times. im the all time master. no one has mad skills like me. i saw some 8mm film cameras while i was down in costa mesa. i had a urge to buy one but i held back. its only $15 for three minutes of film. not that much if i plan on doing yet another short film. fuck that, im going to do a feature length on super 8. i really love my girl kris with all my studly heart. im going to delete myself from this computer now. fuck the internet! bye.
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rocking back inside my heart [03 Jun 2002|02:05am]
i haven't updated this thing in a while. probally because there is never nothing new to say. i do the same old things every day. i did attempt to do a new short film. things didn't work out as good as i hoped they would. filmmaking is a hard process. i think im just going to skip the rest of my short film consepts and head straight toward a feature length film. i don't know how it will turn out, but hopefully it'll be good. i have nothing more to say. i really miss my girl kris alot and i wish we could spend more time toghter. my life is really boring. i can't belive i've even wrote this much. bye
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revolution action [18 May 2002|11:37pm]
hi anyone. im over at my girl kris's house right now. its 11:45pm. i had a great time with her today. we went to go and see "the beliver" at edwards theater. it was a excellent film about a jewish nazi. the film was about a boy who disownes his jewish religion and finds happiness in a undergroung nazi culture. the ironic part is that because he is jewish he knows everything that he's fighting aginst. the other nazis don't have a clue abiut anything jewish, they just know they are supposed to despise them. an fantablous film. i give it two big blaise thumbs up. then me and kris went back to her house and watched mulholland drive for the millionth time. i learn more and more each time i see it. i was wondering what the color pink ment in the film this time. well i got halfway through the film and...woah. i've know what happens though. im listing to "pale blue eyes" from the velvet underground right now. is such a relaxing song. the first time i heard it i felt a conection to it right away. im a artist. i create art. im a artist. i love my girl kris very much. she makes me feel really good. and that is somthing i don't usually feel. kris is my best friend. i suggest to anyone reading this to go out and fall in love asap. trust me. your come back to me and say "thank you big daddy blaise, your the man"! i suggest anyone reading this check out the band "atari teenage riot". they fucking rock. your thank me yet again. save it. im going to watch "mulholland drive" again. goodnight anyone, somone, everyone. all is full of love.
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nice dream [18 May 2002|06:44pm]
in dreams
everything is fine
in dreams
everything is fine
in dreams
everything is fine
you got your good thing
and i got mine



-eraserhead
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joga [15 May 2002|12:53am]
young kids running through water on a hot summer day. endless light traveling through space. books with hunderds of pages. auto repeat. love in a bottel. small boys shotting pellets at beauitful birds. a singel letter in a dictnary. school bells. the word: fuck. art is everything. i am somthing. a disposable volunteer. high school cheerleaders on a dusty football field. the beauitful distruction of marble by the trucks of a skateboard. porn in the cabnet. whate else.
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hidden place [06 May 2002|03:00pm]
hello anybody. hmm...i saw "hollywood ending" this weekend. it was my first wood allen film. it was alright but i didn't think it was anything groundbreaking. i did my first music mix on turntables last night. i finished three mixes. there isn't reall a certin kind of music i mix, its all abstract. i really miss my girl kris alot. maybe i'll see her next weekend. possibally maybe. i have to get ready to go to work now. goodbye anybody.
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hidden place [06 May 2002|03:00pm]
hello anybody. hmm...i saw "hollywood ending" this weekend. it was my first wood allen film. it was alright but i didn't think it was anything groundbreaking. i did my first music mix on turntables last night. i finished three moxes. there isn't reall a certin kind of music i mix, its all abstract. i really miss my girl kris alot. maybe i'll see her next weekend. possibally maybe. i have to get ready to go to work now. goodbye anybody.
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